I woke up today with an overflowing sensation of excitement. But the odd part was that I had nothing planned today as it was a complete day off, plans and all. I believe that this feeling must of been coming from my recent dreams.
I dream constantly. Whether it's in a form of a daydream or when i'm unconscious in my bed. My imagination is definitely stronger than my will. But much like a soon-to-be serial killer will know, fantasizing is just not going to do it anymore. (I'M JOKING)
Right now i'm unorganized. My imagination is running wild, my day plans are scattered, and the worst of all i'm procrastinating. For one to understand their own dreams and to put them actually into action is actually scary.
Can one person adjust to so much change? Duh. I'm being stupid. I want to better myself. Not just for me but for my close friends and family. My family has done so much and they want me to just succeed. I keep questioning myself but it's pretty obvious.
I'm a scared little twat.

Need to change that shit.

What does a girl call his idiot boyfriend?
Dumb-boo
(like dumbo the elephant? ....)

I'LL BE HERE ALL WEEK!

With love.

~Preston